Welcome to the Baxter Family Circus Blog! We are a family running a non-stop three ring adventure, and we are learning and experiencing new things every day. We post all our fun family adventures (and misadventures) to share, but mostly to keep our family journaling going strong. Our life is one big circus, and we are learning to tame and balance life one act and one adventure at a time!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
"It's raining, it's pouring, the old man ..."
So I find myself still at home this morning, waiting for the local tire shop to open. Not looking forward to the sticker shock when the tires (which were nearing the end of their useful life anyway) get replaced. I'm guessing Santa will be about tapped out this year, and it's not even Thanksgiving yet.
At least it didn't rain ON the Veterans' Day parade yesterday. And actually, it didn't start raining on the early-morning memorial ceremony until just when the 21-gun salute started (quite appropriate). And when I went to bed at 11pm last night after helping Ceana with math, then got up at 4:45 to head to the gym, Ceana was STILL UP DOING HOMEWORK - she REALLY wanted to get caught up so she could regain her GMAIL / Facebook / friend party / high school football game priviledges. Yes, she made it.
Are we having fun yet?
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Thanksgiving Salad I
Here Colton has all of his ingredients ready to go. He was very excited to get to "cook" all by himself.
Thanksgiving Salad II
Thanksgiving Salad III
We discovered that we liked the salad so much that it didnt last long at all. In fact, we are making another one today....it is fun that we have found something yummy and easy and mostly healthy. Here is the way easy recipe if you want to try some yourself -
Craisins (1/2 cup-ish), 2 cans mandarin oranges (drained), 2 chopped apples (we did 1 red and 1 green), chopped nuts (we used pecans, but anything would work), small container of Cool Whip. Combine all ingredients, serve immediately for best results. We did have some last overnight, but it got a little runny with the oranges diluting the cream - still way yummy, just didnt look as pretty. Enjoy! I know we will!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
RECEIVING LIFE
This morning I woke up completely calm, got up and showered, dressed, prodded kiddos to do the same and we were all mostly ready when preston came home to get us. Just like that. My cruddy night's sleep didnt change, the chaotic sunday morning routine didnt change, the battles over getting little people to get dressed didnt change - but somehow I was changed.
When Preston arrived home to see me dressed and dressing Kels he surprisingly asked "are you going today?" to which I replied "I was planning to" - just like that - no fear, no horrendous shaking, no anything, except a complete quiet and calm.
The whole block went like that. I just breezed into the chapel, no stress, no nothing. Totally ok when I was greeted and hugged by others we are close to welcoming me back. I sat through all 3 hours as if I had not been gone for almost a year. Everyone around me acting as if I had never been gone.
The only word to describe today is miraculous. I laughed, I visited, I asked after others' well being, I took the sacrament free of guilt or pain, I participated in discussions (which I hardly ever did before) I didnt worry about Kels making lots of noise or wandering around in a room full of adults only. I was the last one to the car at the end of meetings.
I have to admit on the way home from church today I was feeling completely exhausted - as if I had been working very hard....It was a very strange feeling and one I still cannot put my finger on.
All I know is that I was given great gifts and blessings of strength, peace, energy and fulfillment that were not my own. Today I have felt a small inkling of what "whole" feels like again. Today what I was able to do was enough, and the rest was done for me.
Today doesnt guarantee that every sunday will be like this, or that I wont have to still work towards goals, or work through set backs. It does guarantee I am going in the right direction, with ALOT of help, support and love by many others, including a Heavenly Father and a Savior who know and love me for me, and that they are mindful of me and our family.
A wonderful sister today quoted several lines from "I Believe In Christ" - with her main focus being on "come what may" she KNOWS that the above things are true. For me, I have never been able to believe they were or ever could be true, that come what may, I would be left on my own, alone. Today, that too has changed. I can see and hear and understand her complete perspective that no matter what happens in life that Heavenly Father and the Savior ARE in charge, they know what I need, and I know that our needs will be met. If I do all that I can, it will be enough, and they will take care of the rest. My job is to believe, trust, ask, listen and heed - if I can do these things, then I can truly believe and understand the line from another great hymn "ALL IS WELL" (Come, Come Ye Saints)
HOORAY FOR HALLOWEEN
On the way to the annual ward Trunk or Treat activity I happened to look back at the kids. Kels was just "hangin' loose" in her carseat. She has picked up this pose from Ky and more often than not I find her in this position more than him anymore. It was a total crack up that I had to try for a pict in the car.
TRUNK OR TREAT CARNIVAL
TRUNK OR TREAT CARNIVAL II
TRUNK OR TREAT
Kels didnt let loose of Kaeli the whole night. She was more than happy that she had been let go to just run around amid all the other kiddos. Every time I found the girls, Kels was literally pulling Kaeli along behind her at full tilt. Kaeli had chosen to wear high heels with her costume, and had a hard time keeping up with Kels, it was pretty funny. Kels is too little this year to "get it" - she could care less about the candy, she was just happy to run around, so kaeli didnt get very many treats this year....maybe next year.